It's weird, so so so weird. I have been having some weird feelings and thoughts lately, and i complained to mrs bowl. She actually said that im kuku! Thats so so so bad. hahahha, but it's okay,cause the real kuku is her :))
Suddenly,the picture of me crying after having received the o's results last year came back again. OHHH NO,could it be an ominous sign?! Ehh,i certainly dont want to cry after receving my promos results by the end of this year. Sometimes, i would be thinking.
Why did i not study harder in the first place?
Why did all those happen?
Negative feeling+weird thoughts=unhappy mood.
i miss those days when we can talk about anything under the sun,but not now anymore. A very close friend of mine said something that made me go WOW. "Cos i dont want to lose a friend like her just because of this" Im sure both parties will understand =) But what about you? I guess the answer is obvious,your moves said everything. The friendship still exists i guess,with an awkward smile and greeting everytime we meet. Is it devotion or just plain hanging on? Someday, we will know the answer.
:))
More spaces will make my entry look longer! HAHAHHA. The day before yesterday, i was doing pw and mrs bowl suddenly said: "ehh! stop doing ur pw and go to the blog!" AHHHHHHHH!!! nononono,i cant believe what i saw. The news is so saddening please. ahahahha,but luckily,it only lasted for one day cos i know it's not going to last,HOPEFULLY. PLEASE DONT ****! HEEHEE.
OHH YAH,something to be happy about. I kept seeing sister around in school these few days! HAHAHHHA. And something unhappy happened yesterday, i couldnt believe i actually can hide me emotions sooooo well. But sometimes, the feeling is really terrible when u cant express the anger within,still having to put up a smile.
